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To flying piglet,

 
        Hey!  Wake up from despair and daydreaming,  I want to set the hardworking indian student as my role model.  I want to give out as much effort as I can.  For the love of family, for faith and for knowledge.   

        If I want to do it, I can do it.   The Indian Ta said. 

        

Today is the first day of Fall 2008.   This is according to the meteorological theory.  
This is the day, that I will give myself a new beginning.   
Kambade!

I am making lies to fool myself. 
Because I am just one stupid jerk who sucks shit.  

I am an idiot that only live in my own world.
I do not have any friends.
I am lonely and depressed. 
Everyday I feel like killing myself.
Life had lost its meaning somehow.
And people just turning ugly.

Dear Flying piglet,  


  
       
       I felt all exhausted and tired.   But I will not ever give up.    Imagine the day that my photo can be posted on the board of graduation.   I will be so fulfilled.    
  

       My motto is:  Happy, Effort and Education.     



      Wish me good luck, sweet piglet.  


     

     
          I guess part of my weakness is acting unrealistically.  I must figure how can I be more realistic to reach success.  



          " Don't be too happy that you had forgotten about being realistic;
            But don't be too realistic that you had forgotten to be happy. "     

            
　　　　　　I believe that there's hope, I believe that the one who failed can strive through the obstacles, I believe that there are a lot...A LOT of wonderful and kind and loving people in this world.   Buddies and friends, let fight everyday for our dreams and the great world ~~~!!!!

Definately Internet :) ~~~